
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Back to update , my blog looks so dead ._.
Well , haven been very good . Life still sucks .
Holiday long ago , haven't been trying to find a job
due to loneliness :/ I've been like super lifeless .
Short period of time with lots of happening stuffs .
Worrying for my N'results ... Hope to go the course I want in ite ..
All the best to me ! Will try to stay on my positive thinking ! (:
♥ Elaine Heartsyou
4:46 PM
It's been long since i updated my blog !
Well , alot of things happened , nothing goes well for me .
I may look happy/strong when i'm outside , but not when i'm alone .
No ones understand me . N O O N E .
I always hate the feeling for being alone . Because i'll always think alot of things and past .
I finally went to laser my tattoo . How i hope you're with me at that time ..
It hurts alot ... I already learned what i've done wrong . Doesn't people always have a second chance to start everything afresh ? But i'm not ..
Nothing goes well as always .. for me . How great isn't it ?
You never make the effort to have dinner tgt .. not even once .
Just a 1-2 hours . And yet you cant even squeeze time out for me ?
Well , i understand . It's just all disappointment i got from you .
Went can we go back to last time ? Like how we always used to be ?
Why ? Your school starting soon , and i bet you'll get busier of course .
S I G H . You don't know how much I miss you , how much i regretted doing all those things to hurt you .
Every single things . Changed alot .. Did you ever go noticed it then ?
I guess , it's alright . My fault .. i got what i deserved in the end .
N'level coming soon . Prelim in 2 weeks time .
I still doesn't understand anything yet . All i hope was you , coming to help me with what i don't understand .
Like how you teached me last time , until you pek cek . After that i walked away . I still remember what i told you in message .. I miss everything .. every single things . Sometimes , all i wish was having a time-rewind machine .And , i'll treasure everything .. I'm sorry ..
I felt kinda pathetic yeah ? Well , it's alright uh .
151010 <3 I love you ..
♥ Elaine Heartsyou
6:11 PM